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i haven't blogged much lately, but i think i've realised that i dont need to blog in detail to remember what's important to me, because when i'm with some people i think there's this feeling that runs through me, to let me know that i'll always feel like this when i'm with them no matter what. and sometimes, constancy is what we need in our lives.

sucks being sick ): ):

"It re-boots the mind and heart after plodding round life's treadmill day after day; it reminds all of us of that fantastic Cresta Run ride of falling in love; it gives us hope, energy and makes us laugh. Oh and it isn't called chick lit. It's called wit lit."

haha havent been online in a while, and i havent blogged in a while! since i last blogged, we've had 2a2b sleepover which is as awesome as ever even though they're sadly getting shorter due to all our busy schedules, cousin sleeping over, mugging with lina, mugging with karen/angel/ shiqian in sch one day.

had dad's bday lunch just this sunday, when i should have been studying but food was good. though by a strange coincidence, stuff started coming back to me. really too coincidental already.

exams have been the shitzz so far, the only thing that's keeping me going are the post exam plans (: yippee

and haha today was the first time my spotting failed me. terribly ): haha! but luckily tmr no paper sooo it's forensic heroes time!! (:

the way kevin cheng looks at charmaine sheh reminds me of some quote in gatsby! "he looked at her in a way that every young girl wants to be looked at sometime" <3

haha i need a break from studying! (: haha excuses ><

Tagged by: angel

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated themselves.

B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.

Continue this game by sending it to other people.

If your lover betrayed you, what would your reaction be?
haha omg i dunno i hope it never happens to me. If i don't like him enough i'll dump him, but if i do then maybe i'll forgive him :/

If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
haha only one? for now haha good results and for my life to go according to how i have planned it out for the next ten years HAHA. and haha like angel, "I'll also love to have my loved ones to be around me constantly, find a damn awesome boyfriend (hahaha), and get my hot bod asap." :D

What will your dream wedding to be like?
HAHA omg depends on how jolyn plans it out to be haha! i want my wedding photographs to be taken all over the world :D and haha omg this is really random but i always wanted the waiters and waitresses at the wedding banquet to skate in to "BE OUR GUEST" HAHAHAHAHA

Are you confused of what lies ahead of you?
haha who isnt.

What's your ideal lover bus ride like?
er depends on the destination? but if i'm with my lover then everything would be ideal hahaha.

Do you have a person that you wish you will be with now?
haha not particularly.

Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved! you're only blessed in loving someone when that someone loves you back haha. but actually i think there's a lot of joy in loving also.

How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Haha I dont know, until i find someone else?

If the person you secretly liked is already attached, what would you do?
haha i dont think i'll ever like anyone who's attached.

Is there anything that makes you unhappy these days?
not much (:

How do you see yourself in ten years?
HEHE this is where my life plan comes in :D i want to be married to my dream guy, and have an awesome job which i love, and still keep in contact with the people who mean so much to me now. and be able to make lots of money to sponsor my shopping :D and maybe have a kid :D

Who are currently most important people to you?
haha they'll know.

What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
haha (: DONT YOU ALREADY KNOW WHAT I THINK OF YOU ANGEL (:

Would you rather to be single and rich or married but poor?
HAHA no wonder angel asked me this that day. haha married but poor. we can break out of the poverty trap together :D who wants to be single forever. but then again when you're single and rich, guys will surely come knocking soon enough haha

What's the first thing you do every morning when you switch on the computer?
msn? OR OPEN MICROSOFT WORD NOW TO TYPE NOTES ZZZZ.

Would you give all in a relationship?
HAHA given all my expectations i think when i finally get into one, yes hahahaa.

If you fall in love with two person simultaneously, who would you pick?
The one who likes me back more. - haha i agree with angel. but i dont think i'll ever be so hua xin haha.

If you were given the chance to turn back time, will you?
I think I would. Haha I do have a few regrets rah. But that aside, I wish I was a kid again haha. (agreed)

What is the last thing you would do before you die?
tell all the people who matter to me how much i love them, and gorge myself with the best food in the word.

Last words to the person who tagged you (which you have never said before)
aiyoh talk so much already whats there i havent said hahahaa.

8 people to be tagged: haha anyone who wants to do it. but i dont think anyone is as bored as me hoho.

haha us and her neighbours the next morning! haha with jiaks holding zy very tightly :P

jiakang declaring her legality! (:
HAHA DESSERT! hahaha! i'll tell you about the horrendous (albeit hilarious) experience if you ask me about it hahaha!
<3!

okay blogger is taking ages today, so i shall just post some photos first. dont really feel like writing anything so, so the text and feelings would have to wait(:

but all i can say is (:


these were the pretty shoes i liked, but which were like 4 inches or something so cannot walk in them haha!

class outing on saturday!

bumboat with my lovely jnr (: shall post more photos of bumboat outing soon (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAKANG (:

haha they were supposed to act like the mv HAHA!

our board:

HAHA OMG THE BRILLIANT MASTERPIECE HOHO! it actually looks quite convincing :D us on a magazine cover! haha shant post the msg up so it's nicer and private (:

"you make it easier when life gets hard" (:

and that's for all the people out there who mean the world to me (: and i'm sure you know who you are (: i'll blog properly soon because now i just feel like enjoying whatever happiness i'm feeling serenely by myself (:

haha i thought today was friday but actually no! it's only wednesday and this week has been fun (:

was feeling grouchy on monday thanks to stupid angel >: ( whom i was supposed to ignore for eternity but nice me decided to forgive mean her haha! and then the evening was GREAT (: because i met nattay! for dinner at soup spoon before we went for our very romantic bum boat ride at clarke quay and had some totally disastrous dessert experience haha but it was fun nonetheless. haha photos when i finally get down to uploading them, but zomg haha our experience with taking photos was horrendously hilarious hahah ! but fun nonetheless i love you nattay! (:

but then when i got home my mood suddenly turned damn bad cos of something someone told me, and i'm sorry to all those ppl who asked me why but i didnt really reply to cos i wasnt in the mood, but your concern is muchly appreciated (:

anyhow, met angel for lunch at the marina square foodcourt! THREE CHEERS FOR ME (: hah but sigh i think i am just not fated to save money. my lunch cost 5 bucks and it tasted like crap. and since when was food court food so expensive! and we wanted ice cream after that so i felt so smart suggesting macs 60 cents cone, but lo and behold fate decreed that money was not to stay with me, because the ice cream machine was SPOILT. wth! so we ended up having a mudpie at changing appetites, which totalled my lunch bill to 10 bucks. we should have just eaten somewhere else instead haha! but anyway it was great meeting up the last time we saw each other was exactly two weeks ago! haha can die man. and then we talked so much i took nearly 2 hours for lunch instead of one haha!

and then met cherie for dinner! (: at prinsep street, can't remember the restaurant name but its so high class, they have strawberries soaked in their waterjug so their water tastes super nice haha! and it was nice catching up, even though the last time we went out was 3 years ago to sentosa haha (: yay (:

and today! met sabrina for lunch yippee (: haha and managed to catch up too! haha awesome stuff yay!

so yes i'm in a much better mood now, with the exception that my moneyy supply is draining away, but luckily the parents left enough money before they left! i have 100 bucks more till saturday, hope it lasts:/ i've spent 120 in the past 3 days on nothing much at all! that's really scary :/ haha and tmr's KBOX YIPPEEE (:

there goes studying. what studying? haha

haha and the joke's on you angel!

we were discussing the coolness of statcounters, when i discovered someone linked to my blog by googling FATLEGS. wth haha

and angel was laughing at me, but guess what?

"and now angel is killing me with laughter. because tomorrow she is going to do a pt exercise called FATLEGS. haha aimed to help you get rid of fatlegs. HAHAHAA. zomg!yes, so tomorrow while everyone does FARTLEGS, angel will do her very own FATLEGS. :D"

THIS. was how the person managed to google my blog out! so yes HAHA ANGELL (: april 2007 entry!

(: i feel like i'm enjoying myelf a lot, maybe too much sometimes such that i ought to feel guilty haha.

friday! had lunch with two of the lawyers and was discussing stuff which was quite fun and now i just really feel so motivated because i think i'm pretty sure of what i want in life. (: haha then went back for work, before the whole dept went to harry's for happy hour and by the time i reached home (which wasn't that late anyway) i was feeling so sleepy i looked through a bit of SATs before sleeping haha!

and SATsII on saturday was quite funny in general cos of the slooowwww old man in our room so auyong and i kept talking in between the administration because we were soo bored. haha but heck SATS because i dont even wanna go to the US haha! had lunch at rail mall -.- with auyong, rach, princess, koay and esther after that, before going to coffee bean with rach and auyong which was pretty nice. and then had to take a bus with auyong to go to daryl's house to get a lift to newton mrt cos rail mall and upper bukit timah is so ulu haha! yeah so met the class at marina square and ended up at breeks before rooftop. haha rooftop was quite nice though (: shan't elaborate la i'll tell you if you ask haha.

then i joined jiaks and her sis and her maid for SEX AND THE CITY haha! which was damn awesome, pok is right! it's totally some female bonding yesterday, and i can just imagine 2A2B like that 20 years from now, except we (hopefully) wont have a samantha HAHA! but yes, i feel so happy thinking about how many things i believe in that will last maybe not forever and ever, but for a long time at least (:

today! slept in for the first time in ages which was good, before dragging myself out of bed to meet karen haha. was really fun, except it wasn't supposed to be cos we were supposed to be mugging haha! but we gave up and kept going shopping instead haha (: and that baddie (haha she's not going to see this cos she doesnt read blogs hehe) persuaded me to buy this pair of shoes for SIXTY bucks (okay it was 175 originally) haha which she now is keeping for me because i can't bring it home yet after i just bought shoes recently haha so i'll collect them from her after the cts haha!

yes so this is my rather happening week haha (: and my mugging is non-existent i feel so bad! ): but then the guilt's not stopping me from having fun haha!

but shit i miss so many people hell a lot already i can't wait to meet them (: yippeee yayyyy!

these are the memories that will stay with me forever;

yay photos (:
haha our ball pool station when the mean bangla man decided to deflate it and chased all the poor kids out for a while ):

yay us and our favourite kids of the day(:

i want to be a kid again and be a princess of my own castle haha (: [oops okay that sounded super bimbotic haha]

our muddy feet and slippers after mending the bouncy castle and mistakenly leaving our slippers at the foot of the castle and all the kiddies stepped on them ):

yay yummy dessert place with oue matching paul frank shirts (:
click five!


haha after the numerous photos, presumably no one would want to read about my life anymore haha!

but anyway i'm in this really happy mood now (: haha it's kind of like some zen state haha (:

will upload sleepover photos soon (: ie is being annoying and doesnt wanna let me load them now >: (

work was extremely fun today (: i think i really know what i want to do now and where i want to go (:

so okay fine i'll study for SATs but haha i think i'm going to do so badly anyway. and if i do badly, heck (: haha!

math is okay i guess, lit sucks! haha my critical reading is so bad, and haha BIO? even worse hahahaa. i think i'll be happy to get above 700 for all of them haha!

it's been one week into the holidays, and i miss some people hell of a lot already! haha i've been having quite a bit of fun catching up with people and going out and everything, but it's kind of hard to enjoy oneself fully when there's this thing called SATIIs looming over your head and a 9-6 internship on my belt.

last week spent monday slacking around at home, i think i finished watching house or something haha!

tuesday went out with angel to mug (: and also to catch up because we felt like we hadn't done so in so long, when in actual fact it had only been two days! haha and had to shop for work clothes after that, which are ex >: ( had gelare waffles (: haha which were yummy! but i think there's really only a kick eating gelare waffles on tuesdays (:

wednesday! went for my interview at baker and mckenzie in the morning, which wasn't really an interview actually haha. but went out with mummy in the afternoon before going for dental! haha havent gone for one in agesss!

thursday was in school for the psc psychometric test haha! but all i can remember is the hall being very cold and me turning very blue after the test and being laughed at for turning blue! haha! mugged with karen and angel in the canteen after that, before cabbing down to suntec with karen and daryl. and shopped around with karen! haha it took us like 1.5 hours to walk from suntec to city hall mrt cos we just kept stopping at shops to look around haha! then rushed home, quickly bathed before going out to meet hot siglap friend at big fish (: haha and it was really fun talking haha and big fish is super yummy! haha went to coffee club for desserts after that yay (:

friday was spent catching up on sleep, and attempting to do work before making my way to oli's house! ALL BY MYSELF (: first by bus, then mrt and then shuttle bus! i am so proud of myself (: haha and YAY friday was the most awesome thing everrrrrr (:

had steamboat + grill, where we had lots of fun cooking out own yummy food and everything! photos when oli sends them (: haha we ate damn a lot la! cos oli's house is fullll of yummy food (: had some strawberry cake from sun moulin after dinner, and then yaya oli and angel decided to eat durian YUCKS. so karen and i had to run away and escape to the living room haha! and they smelt like durian for half the night >: (

haha but angel had to leave soon after cos her parents dont allow her to sleepover ): so she missed out on our pj party! which was HILARIOUS! and after she left then bong came at like close to midnight haha! and everyone's pjs were really funny haha(esp bongs!!! haha so cute!)

and we watched mean girls, cinderella story, hairspray and sung to the songs and played OLD MAID!!! haha classic (: before deciding that cranium was way too taxing for our already dying brains haha! and then we were looking at the rproject book and then shiya was trying to imitate one particular photo, it was so funny! hahaha (:

ate ice cream and chips in the middle of the night while watching movies! and by the time we finished watching the movies it was like 4+ so we went to oli's room to play bridge for a while! haha i slept at 6 while karen slept at 4! and the rest stayed up to watch gossip girl haha! and by 10 we were all eating prata at the breakfast table! so yes what a great friday-saturday (:

haha sunday! was spent at zhenghua CC, which is all the way across the island, doing cip! haha yay i love kids (: haha spent 6 hours under the blistering heat before sam's mum rescued us with an umbrella! haha and looking at the kids jump about playing in the bouncy castle makes me want to be a kid all over again ): although haha while tending the ball pit jiaks and i concluded we'll never ever let our kid in there! it's like some bacterial breeding ground la Oo

haha after cip jiaks and i went to marina square to shop and eat yummy ice cream, and had some stupid retarded experience because we didnt realise that there was mango syrup to pour on the ice cream and were eating bland ice until we finished and saw the pot of syrup! haha but it was fun shopping around and talking yippee (: and haha we were wearing matching paul frank shirts (though you cant see in the photo haha!)

and at night went for click five! with my brother! who wasnt all that fun to go with because he never sang ): haha but click five was still pretty awesome yippee yay (:

today! was my first day at work! i had to languish around for the WHOLE morning before they found me a mentor after lunch Oo and then read this book on company law written by walter woon haha! (okay more like i read the introduction only) before talking to my buddy for the day! haha and then read up on some acts before getting to meet some other lawyers who i'll be following towards the end of the day! but tmr sounds fun though (:

pictures when my internet connection is faster! haha

this time last year, must have been the best time of my life.

everything was going great, and things felt like they could only get better.

but somehow, everything just seemed to slowly crumble down, and i think the only thing i'm thankful for that was the saving grace of everything are the truggers (: who i've instead gotten closer to.

but otherwise, it's really sad to just look back and recall those wonderful happy moments, and yet when you do so, it suddenly hits you that that feeling is somehow so alien in the present reality.

i think there's just too many things that i've lost, and seem irretrievable. or maybe i'm just too tired and have given up.

mmhmm and i think sometimes i take people for granted, but maybe you just want what you can't have. and you don't notice something until it's gone.


i want to be forever young.